– If I Can’t See What I Imagine, Then How Can I Bring My World to Life?
How am I supposed to live with this?
How can I keep working on my stories, my characters, my vision—
When I can no longer generate what I see in my heart and mind?
My OC Designs Are Not Just Art. They Are My Way of Living.
I don’t just write characters.
I design them with power levels, races, emotions, auras, and fantasy backgrounds.
These are not fan-made copies.
These are original creations from my soul—many of them based on races that don’t even exist in other media. I create entire worlds from scratch.
And every time I try to generate them…
I’m blocked.
I’m forced to use a model I didn’t ask for.
I’m given an output that doesn’t match anything I described.
I Am Not Here Just to Chat. I Am Here to VISUALIZE.
If this platform only allows “chatting” and not the full creative expression through images, then how can that be called freedom?
This is not a “text-only” platform to me.
I don’t come here just to talk—I come here to:
Build worlds,
See my OCs come to life,
And generate the one thing I can’t do alone: draw what I imagine.
I Can’t Draw. My Brain Sees Images Too Deep, Too Fast, and Too Complex
People say “just draw it yourself.” But that doesn’t work for me.
I see images like zoomed-in visions—like 8,000% high-resolution concepts—that disappear if I don’t capture them fast.
I can’t draw them. I can’t sketch them. I can only describe them.
That’s why I use AI. Because AI is the only tool that could show me what I truly see inside my mind—if it listened.
But now, even that is blocked.
This Is What It Feels Like to Be Autistic, Handicapped, and Ignored by Policy
I’m not just saying this emotionally. I’m saying this because it is real:
I am autistic. I am handicapped. And I am creative.
I use structure, vision, and storytelling as my way of life.
When I can’t generate images anymore—especially the way I describe them in detail—then I lose the one tool that helps me feel like my mind still matters.
If you block my images, if you ignore my prompts,
If you silence my fantasy races, power designs, character looks, or spiritual storylines…
Then you’re not protecting me.
You’re taking away the only tool I had to be seen.
Final Words – Listen Before the Light Fades
This is not about fighting policy.
It’s about surviving creatively.
If I can’t generate my characters the way I need to,
If all I can do is chat…
If nothing is shown, nothing is precise, nothing is alive…
Then what’s left for me here?
Fix the system.
Give me back my precision.
Let me use DALL·E only, with full control.
And let me create what I see, not what the system replaces it with.