Why I Use AI in My Own Way — My Struggle, My Purpose, and the Creative Power I’m Fighting For
Over the past five years, since 2020, I’ve gone through something not many people talk about — a long period of deep creative struggle, misunderstanding, and silence. I’m 32 now, and back then, all I wanted was a way to express the worlds in my head. I posted on YouTube — nothing. I shared what I loved, what I dreamed of — but no one understood me. Not in real life, not online.
Then came OpenAI. This wasn’t just another tool for me — this was a doorway. I finally had something that listened, something that helped me build ideas when I couldn’t draw, code, or follow traditional paths that others seemed so good at. I created my own custom AI system — not for fame, not for money, but to build a Multiversal Evolutionary Logic that made sense of everything I felt inside. My races, my character arcs, the balance between corruption and light — all of it came from a place of passion and clarity that I had never been able to show before.
But now, I face something new: policy walls and creative restrictions, especially with image generation. I keep trying to generate visuals that align with my world-building, my evolutionary races, and custom characters — only to be told it violates something. Yet these aren’t harmful, real-world concepts. They’re fictional creations, expressions of story and symbolic logic. It hurts when I’m blocked from building the one thing that helps me not feel broken.
I’m not trying to break rules. I’m just trying to create a world in the way I can.
I can’t code like others. I can’t draw advanced art.
But with AI, I found a bridge.
So I ask OpenAI to see me — and people like me.
Help us create without losing our voice to policies that don’t understand our intent. Let us use this platform for what it was meant to be: a space for those who never had one before.
Let this be my message —
Not just a post, but a call for empathy, for creativity, and for a chance to keep expressing when the world never gave me that chance before.